I want to know what the hell is up. The past three days, I have gone without my check. I want to know where the fuck it is, so I can have some money to pay my bills. When I inquired about it today, after being told I needed to wait three days, I was told I needed to wait until Tuesday. Tuesday? What in the fuck? I'm just beyond pissed at the moment.  

It's been a long ride so far, which means I haven't been able to post so much lately. It has really been awhile. School is going well for the most part, A's in all classes so far. Not much else has been happening. 

I'm anxiously awaiting for Saw IV to arrive, as I have been an avid fan of the series thus far. From what I have read, this one is going to throw some new, interesting twists into the mix. 

I wish I had more to write about at this time, but nothing is coming to mind.

So... it's been a good while since I last updated. About six weeks....and much has happened in that time. My uncle finally moved out... but my sister and her 'friend' moved in. And yes, it is a guy friend I refer to. Anyhow... things are going alright, save for being placed in the middle of bullshit. Try as I may to stay out of issues that do not concern me, and not take sides... I still get the feeling I am pulled in many directions, and feel as though at times I am being forced to take sides. *Sigh* I will just be glad once I get my degree, and have a place of my own where I don't have to deal with this kind of bullshit. 

On another note, I am looking forward to Monday when classes actually begin. It is a small step, but one that brings me closer to having that degree. 

Also looking forward to Monday night and watching Raw to finally find out who the illigitimate child of Vince McMahon is. I do have a couple of guesses at the moment, using the clue that was given. 'Things are looking up.'  Making my own guess, I would assume it would be one of the taller stars, which leads me to believe that the top three are Undertaker, Kane and The Great Khali. *Shrugs* Those are my guesses, and I have a feeling that I am way off. We shall see. 

 

Good gods.. I so need to get away at the moment. Got into a fight with my sister earlier.... and basically, I got my ass reamed for the whole thing, while my sister gets away scott free it seems. I'm drunk... and really need to vent. 

Although I am not complaining, or whining.. I do need to vent about the whole situation. My uncle reamed me out about it... even though I tried to keep it between my sister and I. My sister was the one who brought my uncle and my mother into the whole situation... I'm just at a loss. Especially when my sister is getting away scott free. 

If she wants to fuck her life over, then don't blame me, my uncle or my mother for it... and do not bring my niece into the situation. Although I took the high road and apologized to her.. my mother still  coddles her as though she is the innocent one, and I am the guilty party. 

Who knew that saying that a particular type of music would bring us to such a degree? All I said was that she needed to turn off the country music (which I hate) so that there would be no arguments to begin with. Good lords.... 


Fuck it... I'm going to sleep.

Feeling better than what I have been for the past few days. I think whatever I had has finally passed. I hate being sick. 

Watched WWE's Great American Bash last night. I was disappointed in the show... I thought it would have been a bit better given that nearly every match was a title match. Although the highest point was when the Cruiserweight Title was won by a midget. Gotta love that. 

The days are counted away until I begin my courses.. they start September 10. Looking forward to them, to say the least. 

Now.. if only I could find someone to be with. That is one of the things I really wish I had... was a good relationship. I guess I will have to keep looking, and ignore the comments made that most women I have run into have said.. "I need to find a good man." A good man is not hard to find, ladies... most just need to get rid of the fact that a good man needs to be model material, and that a good man does not act like dick. That is one thing I am so tired of. 

Ah... venting... such a good thing at times.

Last night didn't go too badly. The band at the club was half way decent at least. The only thing that really sucked was that there wasn't a strong showing. Hardly anyone came to the club. Ironic, that on a night that it rains, no one shows up.. but everyone seems to on a clear night. 

Not much planned for today. Going to run a few errands and that's about all. Will write more later. 

Okay... so I didn't get around to playing WoW yet. Instead, I hung out with my Uncle, helping him with some personal problems he was having with a relationship. We ended up nearly killing an entire bottle of Jagermeister in the process. Needless to say, I'm a bit tipsy at the moment. 

Anyhow... talking with him made me do some thinking. *sighs* When I think, it's almost always not a good thing. When will my time to find happiness come? I don't know... I just wish I could find that someone who I was meant to be with. My last relationship was nearly 5 ... maybe 6 years ago. Since then, I haven't had any luck. 

Maybe I need to get out of this place... maybe I'm not looking hard enough? Again, I don't know. I just wish I could find my happiness... and be happy with someone. 

Okay... I'm done rambling for now.

 Horror film that sucked balls. *Sighs* When are they going to get the hint that the old styles were often better than these new styles they are coming out with? I long to see a decent style of movie set like the early days of Nightmare on Elm Street or Friday the 13th. The only real horror movies I have enjoyed of todays times have been the Saw series, and Resident Evil. I guess I should have expected nothing more than what the Hills Have Eyes had to offer... than a suck ass sequal to a shoddy remake. 

Enough bitching about that though... looking forward to starting school here in the fall. I finished with my financial aid forms and what not to finalize things for starting. Things are looking good in that aspect. I will keep my fingers crossed. 

Off for a round of WoW I guess. 

 I finally heard back from the financial aid department of ITT Tech. Seems everything is in check thus far for me to return to school and get my degree. Having been diagnosed with Depression and Bi-polar disorder, it really screwed me the last time I tried to go to school two years ago. A second chance, and this time, it's on-line.. which will be a bit better. Going for an associates degree in Computer System Administrations. 

Managed to get around to doing a bit of writing last night before I got to sleep. Seems as though the start is something I can finally work with, which I hope turns out for the best overall. Would love to have a complete novel and get it published. 


Just a small update for now, heading off to watch Hills Have Eyes 2. I hope it doesn't suck... so tired of horror flicks that sucks balls lately.

Feeling a bit better than I was earlier, which is a good thing. I can at least go back to writing tomorrow, after going to play a bit of pool. Undecided at the moment as to if I should watch a movie, play a game or just go to bed. Maybe I'll play a bit of WoW before bed... who knows?